What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month?
I think I will have to stop and really think about this question.
What changed this month?
I can’t really put my finger on any specifics but I believe that my outlook on my future changed this month.
The other day while my boyfriend and I were in the city (boyfriend is such a weird word, considering our ages…) he said something like ‘what am I to do with you?’ in a joking manner and I said in response, ‘make me your wife’. As soon as I said that it dawned on me how serious I really was about that.
It’s what I want. And it’s not just the whole ‘oh, you know, in the future I want to get married and have a life together and have a family together’. This is the real deal. Yes, if I’m going to be completely honest with myself, I’ve been clucky for the past two years; but, of course it was just a thought for ‘way in the future when I find the one’.
But now, it’s something I know is the path I want to go down and it’s serious and I’m not making much sense here, but there it is. There’s the change.
I want to marry my boyfriend and have a family with him. And grow old with him. And live life with him. Remembering to keep God at the centre of it all.
What I hope will happen next month?
Growth in my relationships. Maybe some more socialising with my other friends. Haha. I think I’ve been so focused on work and not being sick that all that’s kind of been pushed to the side. But, I think June will be more settled.
Looking forward to more family time too. Dad’s birthday, Mark’s dad’s birthday. The next month is looking busy.
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And hopefully that all made sense. Or maybe not. My mind is all about right now. In a good way, though.
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